just a man, i don't know

As i arrived last night at my aunt's house where i currently live, I saw man. He is attractive, I think....

I don't know what I feel but I just want to know him. However, we didn't have time to chat for everybody was busy in preparing for the house blessing for the next day.

This day is the blessing day....But, it is reschedule to 4Pm and i have a hospital duty starting 3pm to 7am tomorrow..how sad, i really want to stay but i can't,,,,huhuhuhu....

hope to see him again next time and have enough time to know him more than his name... :(

stupid poem

It has been two years since i saw him...yet, our story is still fresh on my mind. it keeps on reminding my stupidity....can't believed i wrote this poem then for him.....

IF ONLY

If only…..

I could turn back time,

I’ll free myself till now!

If only…..

I could change birth time,

I want to be born in 1989!

If only…..

I could teach my heart,

I don’t want to get hurt

And suffer from this mess!

If only……

I could stop this idiocy,

If only……